I was looking at some old pictures of myself, and it brought back so many good memories, but it also reminded me of how small and thin I use to be. The type of thin that looks good in a bikini, the type of thin that fits into skinny jeans and cute blouses. Now I am just a plump blob of lard, I am not sure if having children did this to me or just my pure laziness or just some of both. But I have got to get myself in gear! I went out and bought some yoga mats, and yoga balls, and a new cute pink bike and even some tops and biker shorts. Maybe if I have all new stuff to boost my confidence I will actual get out there and do it. I have to find a gym to go to still, and get some support from friends but I believe this time I am in it for the long haul. Especially since I spent well over 150 on gym items and clothes. My husband may not like it if I were to give up after spending so much money and at Target at that. I am off to a good start my energy is high and my spirit is well rounded so here I go ready to sweat mark set go.

